Level Up Your Selfie: Episode 31
🎙 with Angelina Mi Lajki
Some episodes hit deeper than others — because they don’t just come from my mind, they’re poured straight from my heart.
This is one of those.
A friend recently asked me why I haven’t spoken publicly about Gaza.
And the truth is… I didn’t feel like I was the right person. I didn’t feel educated enough. I didn’t want to say the wrong thing.
I didn’t want to add more fear to an already broken world.
But that question cracked something open.
Because the deeper truth is this:
✨ Maybe this episode isn’t about war. Maybe it’s about how we hold the world’s pain without letting it destroy our inner peace.
Maybe it’s about choosing light — even when everything outside of you is screaming for rage, despair, and division.
🌪 When the World Feels Too Heavy to Hold
We’re living in an age of energetic burnout.
Doomscrolling has become our morning routine.
Tragedy is broadcasted on loop.
Fear is addictive. Anger is contagious.
We’re told that if we don’t speak up, we’re complicit.
But we’re also drowning in grief we can’t process.
And somewhere in the middle of it all, we’ve forgotten how to simply be human.
And I’ll be honest… I’ve been there.
Paralyzed by fear.
Hijacked by trauma.
Consumed by trying to fix things I had no power over.
💔 My Rock Bottom: From Breakdown to Rebirth
For a long time, I was stuck.
Desperately trying to reach my ex-husband.
Trying to save him. Trying to save us.
Trying to hold together something that was already falling apart.
I kept banging my head against a wall, losing pieces of myself in the process.
Until one day… I knew:
If I didn’t let go, I would die trying to hold on.
If I wanted to survive, I had to choose me.
It was messy. Painful. Scary.
But it was the beginning of everything.
I flipped the script.
I shifted from fear to focus.
From victimhood to vibration.
From chaos to Selfie Love.
🪞 Healing with Frequency: The Law of Attraction Saved My Life
This isn’t fluff.
It’s physics.
Everything is energy. And energy attracts more of itself.
When I lived in survival mode, life gave me more to survive.
But when I started vibrating in gratitude — even when I had nothing —
life started meeting me there.
I didn’t heal overnight.
But I made a decision: to rebuild from within.
💖 I got on my bike every day — cardio, one hour, sweat, tears, movement.
💖 I journaled, I cried, I chose to believe that what I do now echoes forward.
💖 I lost 40 kg — physically, emotionally, spiritually.
Then the miracles started to flow.
💫 I reclaimed my name. Myselfie.
💫 I took back my artwork. My brand. Milajki became mine again.
💫 I closed deals with LYKO, built new pop-up campaigns from scratch.
💫 I learned AI and started teaching, lecturing, and guiding others.
💫 I stepped into the spotlight — even with social anxiety still in my shadow.
💫 I opened my heart again. Even when it scared me.
💫 I took a job in elderly care and found meaning in service.
Not because life became perfect.
But because I was finally living with purpose.
💫 Broken Angel Energy: Why Softness Is Strength
I used to think being “strong” meant fighting harder.
Now I know real strength is staying soft in a world that feeds on fear.
Soft doesn’t mean weak.
It means sacred.
It means sensitive.
It means awake.
It means healing.
And that’s what Level Up Your Selfie is really about.
Not filters or perfection — but frequency, boundaries, peace, and radiance.
🌈 You Can’t Save the World Until You Save Yourself
You don’t have to carry the weight of the world.
You don’t have to consume every horror story to prove you care.
You don’t have to let fear hijack your peace.
🌟 Just like they say on airplanes: put on your own oxygen mask first.
Because when your light is on — you become a lighthouse for others.
🧘♀️ Final Reflection
If you’re feeling broken, burned out, overwhelmed by everything going on in the world — please remember:
You are not your fear.
You are not too late.
You are not here to be consumed by darkness.
You are love.
You are light.
You are a frequency-shifter.
You are a broken angel who chose to rise.
And that choice… makes all the difference.
🎧 Listen to Episode 31: “Broken Angel – How to Stay Soft in a World That Feeds on Fear” now on Spotify & Apple Podcasts.
Let it be the reminder your soul’s been waiting for.
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As always,
extra rainbOH!w sparkles & good vibes OH!nly
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/ Angelina Mi Lajki
